First thing

 First thing is obviously tea. Then I went out to see what all the birds do first thing before the sun.
Well not a lot actually. Mostly getting some breakfast and gossiping. The swan and sygnets were out on the water but I did not get close enough to get a good picture.

 As I walked up past the airport instead of around the Tarn. The horse came over to me in the hope I had carrots. Here he is at dawn to day. He knows another lovely day is on the way.....

 I have a head ache today. I have had it form Friday When I stupidly took a nine hour shift working a check out till. I got one break at 4.10 for 15 minutes. that was it. I think I should have got another break before 10pm at night after that but as ever my break was forgotten about by the supervisor. So I got worn out and stressed ... This I should add was a shift I had already turned down. So when the phone rang to ask if I could start at 1pm it did not occur to me until too damn late that I had been taken for a mug....again. So Now I suffer. My own fault. It is only money after all. Never expect help  or sympathy this is  West Yorkshire, I should have that as my motto emblazoned on my forehead or at least tattooed in big letters across my back end.

 So as the sun came up and I walked along in the beautiful world with a thumping head, feeling giddy and sick I made a vow to myself. "do not do this to yourself again" as it makes me very very miserable and I did not survive so far to feel this awful.
That decided...the knock on from this is of course that I earn less money and it is me who looses out as I can not afford all the junk I like to buy. Still at least i will not feel ill and miserable and i do have enough junk already to last me the rest of the year.

 I am now home drinking tea/water/paracetamol and bananas. If I can not shake this head ache I am not going in to work to day. I know!!! I will not get paid. So be it. I feel damn awful, so much so that i started to cry. so bollox to it.
the three Gemimas were already launched into the water as I walked back, but usually they agree with me.....

 The Moor hen and the ducks could not give a toss. I had no bread on a carrier bag for them.

 I have been up since 4.30. it is now 6.30 and the head ache is still pounding. Paracetamol is having no effect. pox. not happy at all.

 so more tea. more water. more paracetamol.....

 yesterday we went to Otley....I was really miserable with a thumping head. I did not take any photos and we only did a few junk shops....Then I had another three hour shift in the evening....
I went because we need the money. I am not to day if this headache does not go....I still have until 9.30 when I leave for a 10 am start. To day it is a seven hour shift with a 15 minute break.

Going to be a fabulous day too. we have a heat wave forecast.